my advice to you.

If you want to make something happen, fucking get to it. work hard at it. make mistakes, be happy to make them. you're learning that way. talk to people, they are not all douchebags and some might actually be willing to share their knowledge (to your suprise). but again, whatever it is. make sure you actually WORK at it. learn and practice..take your time and be patient. for god sakes PAY YOUR DUES.

and you're not as cool as you like to think you are...so lighten up.