my advice to you.

If you want to make something happen, fucking get to it. work hard at it. make mistakes, be happy to make them. you're learning that way. talk to people, they are not all douchebags and some might actually be willing to share their knowledge (to your suprise). but again, whatever it is. make sure you actually WORK at it. learn and practice..take your time and be patient. for god sakes PAY YOUR DUES.

and you're not as cool as you like to think you are...so lighten up.

low pressure system...

Saw some (by some I mean a lot of) snow today whilst driving along De Waal drive. It would explain why the most of yesterday I was shivering *inside* my skin. Anyway that's the weather...some dude is on the phone with sue. The motherfucker better be gay because whoever it is certainly loves conversation.

shit where have I been?

Well. Not here. That's clear. I suppose I can honestly say I've been working hard. At home, at work, on myself, on my thinking, on my vocabulary, on downloading music, on mocking people...oh and at wanting more (from myself) and drinking beer.

my cats are going bananas.


fuck..I love em but you should see our couches..